Kebhgn

Bila dok sajer2, kkdg jeles jer bila tgk org bhg. X kiralah sama ada ngan kekawan, adik beradik, spouse, anak2, sedara mara, dan sesapalah as long as derang happy.

Kita teringin nak jadi cam depa sbbnya kita tak pernah merasa bestnya kalau dpt happy cam derang. Bila dh teringin nak rs, kita usaha buat apa yg patut...

Tp kkdg apa yg kita rancang x menjadi..Kkdg jadi lebih teruk lagi...... Kkdg aku rs aku ni manusia paling malang, tp sbnrnya semalang2 aku, ada lagi org yg lebih malang dari aku. So spttnya aku bersyukur aku xlah seteruk org yg lbh teruk dr aku.

Entahler apa yg aku karutkan mlm ni... Hanya hati sendiri jer yg fhm apa yg tersirat...

Burung gagak tua....

Ari ni sejukkkk

Pagi td aku terbangun, aduhai sejuknya. Jadi cam berkira2 jer nak pi ofis. Lepas Subuh, landing atas katil sambil main game. Berkira2 nak pi ofis ker tak sbb bahu ngan tgn sakit2.

Pikir2, ishhh gi keje lah. Bgn dari katil, tgk bersepah giler bilik, so aku susun baju bajan ke dlm almari. Tgh kemas2 tu, tetiba member aku call tanya dh sampai ofis lom. Dia nak ajak gi bekfes. Aku cam ishh dah lewat sgt ker. So aku stop kemas, terus masuk bilik air bersiap nak gi ofis. Settle2 semua, aku turun. Aikkk..baru kul 8? biar betul. Aku rs masa kawan aku call tu dah nak kul 8. Tp mmg jam dlm bilik tu disengajakan awal konon bg cepat sikit aku bgn. 

Aku sampai ofis ari ni kurang kul 8.30 Igtkn cam biasa dlm sorang dua yg dtg. Sekali masuk ofis, ishh ramai la plak org ari ni. Dahler aircond br bukak, aku rs cam takder oksigen jer. terus gi bekfest ngan member.

Tgh syok nak buat 'keje', aku pandang ke luar..wahhh gelapnya. Rupanya baru perasan kat luar hujan. Patutla sejuk. Tghr td, member2 ajak mkn kat luar. Pi pekena ikan bakar...slurrppp..

Bila dah kenyang, sejuk2 gini, cam best jer kalau leh tido.. Hahahaha... Oklah nak sambung buat keje...

Skrg ni tgh layan lagu Afgan - PadaMu Aku Bersujud dan Hadad Alwi nyer Asma Al Husna...Meruntun jiwa ni......

She's Out of My League

Hujung minggu ari tu aku dok layan movie. Antaranya The Back Up Plan, She's Out of My League ngan Old Dogs. Dah lama aku tak layan movie sbnrnya. Citer She's Out of My League ni cam ada kaitan gak ler ngan aku..hehehehe Sbbnya aku pun tak confident la kalau org hensem suka kat aku. Yelah, aku ni sedarlah kan sapa diri aku... dah ler tak lawa, selekeh..ntah apa2 jer.. Tp citer ni mengajar kita utk jadi confident. Summary of this movie aku ambik kat Wiki.

Kirk Kettner (Jay Baruchel) is a native of Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania in his mid-20s who has low self-esteem and, by his own admission, has not accomplished very much in life. He works at the Pittsburgh International Airport as a Transportation Security Administration officer, and hopes of becoming a pilot one day. He tries to get back together with his self-centered ex-girlfriend, Marnie (Lindsay Sloane). Marnie ended her relationship with Kirk two years ago and is highly dismissive of his continued romantic interests after his latest pursuit. However, she has remained close with Kirk's parents (Debra Jo Rupp and Adam LeFevre) and overbearing brother Dylan (Kyle Bornheimer), continues to participate in family activities along with her new boyfriend Ron, and even lives with Kirk's parents. He has three close male friends who also work at the airport: Stainer (T. J. Miller), Devon (Nate Torrence), and Jack (Mike Vogel).

Then at work one morning, a beautiful woman, Molly McCleish (Alice Eve), arrives at the passenger terminal for a flight to New York. While proceeding through security, her striking looks attract unwanted attention and harassment from several male employees. Kirk is the only employee to treat her courteously. She and Kirk exchange a few innocuous words, and she then proceeds to her flight, accidentally leaving her phone in the airport security area. Upon realizing she has misplaced it, Molly calls her phone and Kirk, back at the security checkpoint, answers. The two arrange for a time to meet the following evening so that he may return the phone to her.

The following night, Kirk arrives at the Andy Warhol Museum where Molly, a professional event planner, is running a party. Devon accompanies Kirk to the Museum where Kirk returns Molly her phone. After returning the phone, both stay and meet Katie, Molly's sister. Katie then on purpose causes Kirk to spill his drink on the museum director and is asked to leave the museum for being uninvited for the party. Molly offers tickets to Kirk to the Pittsburgh Penguins hockey game at the Mellon Arena as an apology. Molly then subsequently gets herself invited to Kirk's family lunch. This incurs jealousy in Marnie, who feels upstaged by Molly's looks and takes a sudden interest in Kirk again. Stainer, ranking-obsessed, tells Kirk that on a scale from 1 to 10 with 10 meaning the most attractive and successful, he's a 5, and Molly a 10, and that a relationship does not work if the difference is more than 2. Molly's friend and business partner Patty (Krysten Ritter) is also surprised: she phoned Molly while on a date with Kirk to allow her an opportunity to make up an excuse to leave, but that was not needed.

In Molly's house, while the two are making out, Kirk ejaculates in his pants, just before her parents arrive. While avoiding to show that he had ejaculated, he avoids standing up and quickly leaves to avoid Molly and her parents noticing what happened. This cools down the relationship, but when Kirk later explains during an airshow what happened, things are fine again. Molly's former boyfriend Cam tells Kirk that Molly has a defect and to avoid saying that she is perfect.

During a date, Kirk suggests to Molly to throw a birthday party for Katie. After the party, both of them go to Molly's place. Molly shows Kirk her webbed toes, which Kirk considers so minor that he decides that she is too perfect for him, and he breaks off the relationship. Kirk and Marnie resume their relationship and go on a family trip to Branson.

Stainer and Patty realize their mistake in telling Kirk and Molly it wouldn't work out; the friends convince Kirk that he is "a 10" too. They pull Kirk off his plane as he tries to leave with his family and Marnie, while Patty brings Molly to the airport. Kirk rejects Marnie and reunites with Molly. Later, as a surprise, he takes Molly on a trip in a small plane, with himself being the pilot; he has taken flying lessons.

what i do today..

Pagi td plan nak gi jogging, dah siap2 dah semua. Sekali pandang ke luar, alamak suasana gelap. Mula tu confuse gak, ni gelap sbb nak ujan or sbb masih belum kul 7. Tapi masa tu jiran kat luar tgh sidai baju dan kitaorg borak, sah mmg nak ujan, bukan sbb masih pagi.

Sbb x jadi gi jog, aku kuar gakler sbb plan nak buat nasik lemak ari ni. Bahan x cukup kena la beli dulu. Mujur ada kedai runcit mamak yg bukak pagi2.

Balik tu sambil potong bawang dan tumbuk bawang, aku layan tv ngan baca paper.. Jadilah lembab sikit utk menjadikan nasik lemak tu lemak. Kul 10 barulah betul2 siap semua benda. Tu pun sbb terus kemas kat dapur.

Lepas bekfes, aku naik atas. Konon nak layan FB. Sekali aku tido. Plan ari ni nak kemas bilik yg bersepah ni. Tp tgn ngan bahu plak sakit. Menjadikan aku semakin malas nak kemas. Cam tongkang pecah dah bilik ni.

Tido tu, sedar2 org azan Zuhur. Paksa bangun pun sbb adik nak masuk bilik air. Aku plak kunci pintu bilik. Dh bgn tu, aku turun bawah konon nak layan tv, sekali aku naik balik sambung tido. Hahaha

Kul 2 lbh aku cepat2 mandi, smbhyg dan mkn tghr. Sbb aku masak nasi lemak tu byk, so takyahla aku masak utk hidangan tghr. Lps tu aku naik atas, layan tido jap then sambung tgk movie "She's Out of My League". Ok lah utk release otak.

Turun bawah, adik aku sibuk nak basuh kete dia. Dh alang2 tu aku memaksa rela dia utk basuh kete aku.. Hehehe..So bersih la gak kete aku kan walaupun kat dlm tak vakum pun..

Tadi aku bunyi cam hujan. Hopefully mlm ni dpt tido ngan lena. Tp masalah skrg aku x ngantuk pun ni... Mungkn sbb byk sgt tido td...

Patutla...

Aku rs ngantuk ssgt. Pelik rs. Aku try jeling kt jam....

Patutla aku ngantuk gegila. Nk main game kat FB pun x larat dah mata ni nak jengil. Rupanya dah kul 12 lbh...Dah patut tido pun....

Good Night All!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

Outing time

Tadi kuar ngan member ke Sunway Pyramid. Lama giler tak ke sana. Setelah berthn2 (aku rs last pi pun 2003 kot), akhirnya aku singgah kejap sblm puasa ari tu. Tu pun singgah sejam sblm kedai nak tutup. Mmg kejap sungguh la pi pun. Oleh itu, ari ni la yg betul2 berjln meround satu kawasan.

Plan asal nak pi Mines sbb dkt ngan umah. Tp pikir2 bila lagi nak cuba kuar dari kawasan jajahan kan. Tu yg kitaorg pi sana tu.

Mmg dah jauh berbeza pun banding dulu. Aku last pi dulu masa zaman bangunan Sunway tak terbakar dulu lagi (kan ada kes kbkrn kat situ dulu, thn bila aku lupa). Mmg lama giler la kan tak pi. Kalau ikutkan tu la kawasan aku biasa lepak dari zaman aku bljr kat Perak sbb pakwe (skrg husband) kawan aku suka bawak dating situ. Akukan escort derang. Hehehe

Dah besar kawasan skrg.. Kitaorg sbnrnya takder plan apa pun. Sampai sana, kawan aku sibuk carik kafein. X th nak lepak mn (tmpt mkn byk pun jadi masalah gak), so kitaorg gi lepak kat Makcik Anne ngan Cinnabon. Aku teringin nak minum blended coffee. Belilah blended coffe kat Cinnabon. Sekali bukan blended tp air mocca ais jer. Dahler manis giler. Rs nak muntah balik jer. Lepas tu konon nak beli Pretzel stick original kat Makcik Anne, tp xde plak. Teringin giler nak dip ngan cheese. Dah xder terpks la beli yg perisa coklat. Mmg gandingan nak buat aku kena kencing manis..air mocca manis+pretzel coklat... huhuhu

Lps isi perut, kitaorg gi smbhyg sbb senang nak berjln. Lps settle, gi merayau. Plan nak intai kasut tp sekali masuk Daiso, jumpa benda yg aku carik dari ari tu lagi. Tmpt parking kat sink dapur. Senang nak letak sabun. Dan beli tmpt simpan barang2 menjahit (cam la aku menjahit sgt..hahaha).

Lepas settle Daiso, jln2 lagi. Member nak carik tmpt letak cd. Sekali kedai yg dia carik tu tak jumpa. Last2 pi Jusco. Aku nmpk tmpt letak barang tu. Mmg dah lama carik cuma tak gi beli jer. Nak beli benda tu senang nak letak baju bajan. Ruang dah tak cukup. Bukan sbb aku ni byk baju pun, tp baju2 lama yg tak pakai dan yg dah tak blh pakai. Beli benda ni atleast save ruang.

Ternampak kasut yg berkenan kat Primavera. Mmg nekad dah beli. Sbb plan asal nak beli kasut, sbb kasut semua tahap dah patut tukar. Aku je jenis mls nak beli. Dh nmpk yg berkenan, terus la kawan aku suh beli. Sekali mmg bukan rezeki aku (ke mmg aku patut x beli?) saiz yg aku nak xder..huhuhu

Lps settle Maghrib, kitaorg balik. Ni la paling lama aku shopping. Hahahaha... Ntahler, sejak aku pindah serdang, dah xder mood pun nak shopping2. Zaman dok KL dulu, balik keje jer, aku mmg kaki rayau. Semua tempat aku jelajah. Dahler aku ni lone ranger, ikut suka hati jelah nak pi mana. Rs dah puas hati, baru la balik umah. Almost every day gitu. Sampai satu tahap, aku dah bosan dah. Aku rs dok umah lah is the best place. Bila pindah Serdang, mood dulu2 pun terus hilang sampai la skrg. Skrg ni nak gi Jusco dpn pun mls. Hehehe.. Save duit.

So ni la brg2 yg dibeli td.

 
Tmpt letak baju. Tu sajer test. Mlm ni nak kemas bilik yg selerak ni

Letak kat sink. Mmg mkn space sikit tp aku ada sink berkembar. So x kacau la. Sblm ni letak kat dlm bekas biru kat sblh tu. Tp asyik meleleh jer air. Rimas. Ni kalau meleleh pun terus ke sink. Beli kat Daiso, so rega RM5 jer.

Plan x menjadi

Ari tu dah nekad, nak exercise balik cam dulu. So my plan will be every weekend akan pi jogging as usual. Sblm ni after Subuh aku akan terus bersiap pi jogging. Tp dua tiga menjak ni mls sungguh nak pi buat exercise. Teruk tul

Pg td bgn awal utk sembahyang dan after Subuh tu terus tukar pakaian konon nak pi jog. Mata masa tu ngantuk sungguh. Tp ckp dakper lah, layan buku citer dulu sampai kul 7. Bila jam dok bunyi kul 7, tekan jer snooze. Lelama, turun bawah, bukak tv. Bila dah bukak tv tu, baring, sah2 la tak jadi nak pi. Laktu takder booster kan.

So melayan la aku Britain's Next Top Model sampai kul 11 pg. Then aku sambung tido kejap sblm bgn sambung tgk tv ngan makan.

Aku mmg suka melayan America's Next Top Model. Nak kata sbb aku nak jadi model?? Hahahahah...idok la..tp best melayan, tgk kerenah org2 yg nak jadi supermodel.

Britain's Next Top Model ni plak, aku baru2 je layan. Antara America, Australia, Britain ngan Canada, aku hanya layan America ngan Canada jer. Australia punya version aku tgk different sikit dari US punya. Dan aku tak suka cara dia. Britain plak aku tak suka language dia.. Hehehe

Tp baru2 ni start ntah ngapa layan Britain nyer version di hujung minggu sbb xder citer lain. Tetiba tersangkut. Dari S1 sampai la skrg ni S3 dah. Teraddict la plak..

Td smpt sampai Carly kena buang jer. Kelentong punya minah. Hehehe... Ngantuk sgt nak tgk sampai abis. Sejak tgk dari S1 hingga S3, x pernah la larik dari gaduh2. Mesti ada yg ntah apa2 dlm reramai tu. Ini la kot dunia sbnr model.

Ok, its time for me to prepare for the outing. ;)